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juz watched 1?????? ("1 litre of tears")..wah..i really cried my eyes out every episode lol!!!had put off watching it cos i knew it was v v v sad n i was gonna cry lyk mad!but aft my baptism..dunno y but feelg v teary-eyed in a way..havent really cried my heart out in a long long time b4 cryin durin my baptism..heh..so watched it lol..

dunno if i can say i regretted watchg cos aft my quiz yest (where i woke up at 5am(think by the Holy Spirit cos i told God i'l wake up at 5am to study since i slpt at 11.30pm on sun nite..n interestingly, i awoke a few min b4 my alarm clock rang=p)anw..yar i was sayin aft my quiz yest, i was super tired but had to do proj+jap..so by the time at nite i was totally in a daze mode..n head feelg heavy..n i watched the show till 330am!n had to pop a panadol cos i was havin a headache fr all tt cryin+fatigue fr the whole day..

but i love the show lah!it was gd!vv touching..the song was also v apt..lyrics v meaningful..esp the last part where they showed the pictures of the real gal showing a jiayou sign(clenched fist)n the lyrics of the song went :"??????�(strongly move on ahead)

"Only Human" by K (1 litre of tears theme song)

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dunno y whenever hear this song i'l feel lyk crying..cos i guess the show's really sad ba..it's based on the real life story of this jap gal who was down with this disease that eats away her life little by little..first with her movements, then her speech..but while this goes on, her mind is perfectly clear n noes what is happening..so it's lyk living in a prison..at the end, u cant move, cant express urself at all..

wah..juz watchg the show is so heartbreakg,crying almost every episode, i cant imagine if i knew sum1 lyk this..in fact i was thinkg if it happened to my daughter, i dun think i can b as strong as the mum in the story..(btw she wrote this bk in memory of her daughter)..but yar..she has 3 other kids but she still persevered on n stuck by her daughter the whole time!till her death..the sacrifices she made, the love she had for her daughter..the unity of the family..it was really heart rendering..

wat made it even sadder was the fact tt the gal was only 15 when she found out abt her illness..15..tt's a tender age..a time where we juz discovered the world..to have fun w frens, enjoy ur youth n freedom n also fall in love!it's quite sad to c how the gal had to slowly give up things she treasured in her life--sports, studies, dreams of gg into uni,to work n also to get fall in love n get married..there was juz so much things she din get to try..it made mi reflect abt my life..the countless hrs spent stoning n not doin anythg..wasting all my time..haha..so aft watchg the show, whenever i catch myself not doin anythg i'l think of tt gal..but haha..i think i'm still a procrastinator..sumtimes humans r lyk tt ba..only learng to treasure when we r involved in the situation..

oh well..when we die is all already decided by God..i noe as long as i've not finished my mission in His kingdom, i'l still b hanging ard on Earth=p actually i feel tt dying isnt scary..i dun fear death when it concerns juz me..but when it concerns ppl i love, i think i fear it more than ever..of cos i wldnt wanna contract some disease tt slowly eats mi away lyk the gal in the show..but yea..death isnt all tt fearful cos i noe i'l haf an everlasting life up there in heaven..but it's quite sad if not everyone's w u there..haha..oh well..not the time to think of such stuff..i'm not gonna die yet!not if God wans mi to go bk to Him earlier=p